As I type this, I'm resting a little bit. It has been a rather difficult few days. Oct 17th, today, is the scheduled deadline for us to hand in our submission materials (i.e. our thesis films), and the process of filmmaking being what it is, the numerous setbacks and delays dominoes down the line, thus causing us editors and post-sound guys (
especially post-sound guys like me) to have to slog through these last few days, accomplishing near-impossible tasks. (Like my friend Alejandro who was given 6 projects, which dropped down to 4, of which 2 were given to him very last minute, of which 1 was given so last minute - today - that honestly nothing could be reasonably done by then.)
So here's how it happened - at least I'll try to recall, the last few days have been a blur. The phrase 'have been a blur' is cliched, but honestly, understanding it is a cliche by no means lessens the impact of it.
Friday, Oct 12Last day of school.
After school ended around 5.30 pm, hung out waiting for 9 pm to arrive: my post-sound guys (Ryan, ) are mixing my film, after coming up with tons of ideas for the sound design of my short film, admittedly not an easy feat. They begun to prepare the board.
By the time I left at 2 am, they were still ... preparing the board. Long night ahead of them.
Saturday, Oct 13thThis is why I didn't stay with my post-sound guys. My producer signed us up for a 24 hour film competition held by Apple, which begins at 6 am. As you can imagine, it was a frantic shoot, though our story is fairly simple (as it should be). My post-sound guys chipped in during the afternoon - found out from them that they were mixing till 10.30 am and were very tired, but that they finished the job, which sounds good. Then it was editing. I wanted to leave but my producer insisted I stay. So I played Civilization IV to pass the time.
Sunday, Oct 14thUploaded it 3 hrs earlier than the deadline. Left for home and got to sleep.
Woke up at around 11 am, and off I went to school to finish up on the project of which I'm solely in charge of the sound design (editing and mixing). For reasons I don't recall anymore, I didn't actually do much work. I do remember chatting with Julian (another director) and his editor Brian; went for dinner at Denny's. Briefly considered ditching work for Elizabeth: The Golden Age. But went back to work anyway.
Monday, Oct 15thSlept for two hours on the floor in the audio editing suite - not uncomfortable.
Continued editing till the morning, then went for breakfast at Caffe Etc with another sound editor, Alex. Then it's back to SSL Thesis Mixing Class - not so much a class as a time set aside for us graduating students to mix.
The stress is getting to me. There were moments throughout the day where I thought I wouldn't be able to work. You see - I wanted to rush finish the sound for my project so that I could send it off to the Glasgow Film Festival (deadline: Friday), and that entails converting and rendering and burning a DVD and getting an international money order and paying exorbitant amounts to make sure it gets there on time. I also really wanted to take advantage of my student status to apply for the Berlin Talent Campus, a program held concurrent with Berlinale. Then there's the project I'm mixing.
Well, I missed out on the Berlin Talent Campus deadline - couldn't upload the files I needed to upload for the application. And I would eventually give up on Glasgow Film Festival too - even though I really, really wanted to submit my film for that one.
Still, I was signed up for the AFI Fest Volunteers and they have an orientation meeting that evening, so after working until 5 pm, I got home for the first time since the morning before, showered, and walked to the AFI Campus where the orientation is held. It's promising, and I was secretly chuckling to myself over the fact that I've seen many of the major films ... at Telluride.
On my way home, stopped by at a Chinese restaurant I've never been to before (a tad expensive) and checked out this huge supermarket which I've never been aware of after a whole year being here - shall visit it soon. Got to school at 9.30 pm, where I await with some anticipation over what Ryan would show me for the sound design for my film - it had to be re-recorded because for some reason their mix wasn't recorded on Sunday even though they pushed the right buttons. (This foreshadows the upcoming problems with the mixing process.)
I was utterly horrified with what I heard ... just horrified, no other way to explain it. And such a pity - the sound editors were so excited over the work they've done, and let's just say their enthusiasm was very infectious. It threw me off completely - I was embarassed, disappointed, furious, miserable, then gave up. I simply gave up. I had work to do. I guess.
Tuesday, Oct 16thManny had to just upmix the score for Julian's project, shouldn't take too long. It did take long. Not that I blame them - not at all! - but honestly, sound editing and mixing is one major complicated business. Still, I got to mix the project throughout the night, with the help of Brian who seems to think this is fun. Then the Italian director (Alessandro) came in late in the process to make his desired changes.
And then it was morning. Director took us to Mels for breakfast - was good, except I was so close to falling asleep that I probably did fall asleep without realising for five seconds at a time ... and interestingly, I couldn't finish the food. After breakfast, dragged myself back home to sleep. It was 8 am.
Then it was 2 pm. In between I was woken up by a call about another sound job. Interesting how fate keeps thrusting me sound jobs. Anyway, went to school, got picture taken for the graduation screening purposes, then off to do more work. I had now decided that I needed to take all the sound work I've done before the sound guys came in, furnish it a bit then mix it, just for the graduation screening, since the deadline is in less than 24 hours at this point. I shall work with them later on to get to a final mix, after the deadline.
On top of that, Alessandro is going on about how excited he is to see the new special effects sequence, which I now have to design sound for and then mixing just that bit. Constant usage of the words 'perfect solution', 'masterpiece' and any quoting of lines from his films was one more step to my blowing up, unbeknownst to the oblivious director.
Well, there were complications with all those plans which I won't get into, this being as long as it is. Suffice to say, I strategised my way and planned the most optimal schedule possible to get things done, all spoiled because we couldn't really record our sound mix. It was fixed, and one person got to record, and then no one else could. We don't know what - it's midnight and no one could help.
Wednesday, Oct 17thSo Manny was going to take a short time to record Julian's proper.
I started at 4 am.
I had 2 hours to mix my own project.
Then at 6 am, I switched to Alessandro's for the sound effects and to mix in just that part.
And I woke up at 7.30 am when the guard walked in.
So I woke up with a start and actually get to the sound effects and quick mix.
And then it was done.
And then all that is left is the final hurdle - getting Greg to do the print master.
Which involved lots of waiting.
Past noon.
Past 1.30 pm.
And then I got to give mine to him, and it was done. Finally done.
Not done. I got called in coz there were sync problems with Alessandro's which no one could remember why it happened but it doesn't matter coz we're short of time and need to hand it in anyway.
Then I felt it was finally done. Proper. So I rewarded myself by finally going to watch Elizabeth: The Golden Age, which I've been waiting for months to see.
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You didn't think it was over, did you?
I walk out of the cinema and saw that I had a voicemail. Alessandro the Director called me. Tells me that they couldn't hand the tape in on time, which didn't surprise me due to the insurmountable obstacles they have (won't bother listing), despite Tommy the editor's valiant efforts. (Poor little bugger, the fella worked himself to the bone.) Which means they don't get to have the 5.1 mix.
So use the stereo mix. No, Greg said something about a 4.1 mix. I said I don't know how to do a 4.1 mix, as simple as it must be. Given more time, I could have - but they were given an extended deadline till 9 am.
I want the best, so must figure out how to do the 4.1 mix, says the Director.
I explained, rather long-windedly, that it honestly doesn't matter all that much whether it's stereo or a 5.1 surround mix. It's like scrambled eggs and sunny side up and poached. Stereo mixes sound just as good.
I want the best, so must figure out how to do the 4.1 mix, says the Director.
I explained further that I don't know how to do a 4.1 mix, and that the film didn't really need more than a stereo mix (at least that's how I feel), but that I did it coz it was an interesting experience plus the Director is always talking about 'the best'. But honestly, the stereo mix is fine. Director is concerned about the film feeling amateurish. I said, well, when you watch a film on the laptop, it's almost always stereo and great sound there too.
I want the best, so must figure out how to do the 4.1 mix, says the Director.
Come early in the morning, says, the Director.
I explained further, tried to make him understand that there is no problem at all with the stereo mix and his film and --
I want the best, so must figure out how to do the 4.1 mix, says the Director.
I give up.
Director calls again. Says the room is open and we should do it. I have to do it, I guess.
This business sucks.
Lesson to learn. It is never over when you say it is over.
It is never over.